I'm in Love

It was almost instantaneous. The moment I heard about this person I fell in love with them. At first I was more in love with the idea of this person. As time has gone on and I've had more experiences with this person, my love has grown. My love will continue to grow as time goes on. I have experienced this type of love a few times in my life. There are probably many others who love this person and I am sure many others who have experienced this type of love before.

Now here's the weird part, I have never seen this person physically. Images of this person have briefly been within my view. I know there will come a time soon when I will see him and I know that will make me love him even more.

There are probably many reason I love this person. Sacrifices in my life have been made for this person. I've felt this person. I've had growth and changes in my life because of this person. This person is my unborn son. I am 25 weeks and 4 days pregnant. After what felt like a really long time of trying, I was able to get pregnant. Who knows why it took so long, but it is worth the wait.

It may seem strange to some that I could love something/someone in this way. I don't know this person in a typical way. But I do know some of his personality. I have experienced his movements, his growth and changes. He is the result of my deep commitment and love for my husband. I love him because he is part of me. This baby is also the result of my love and commitment to my Heavenly Father. Bringing life into this world has been an act of faith for me. This time maybe more than the previous 2 times I have experienced it. With much prayer and contemplation I knew that this baby was to come to our family. He is ready to come to this world at this time and I know that Heavenly Father is there to help guide and direct me and help me raise this child. As he has lovingly helped me to begin raising my older son and daughter. Even with the bad things in this world and the uncertainty I have had in my personal life, I knew it was right to bring this baby into this world.

I find myself very concerned for his welfare and safety. I've made great changes in my life so that he can have the best start to his life as possible. This love is deeper than any other love I've experienced. The love I have felt as a mother for my children, both before and after birth, is very unique. It comes naturally. I did not have to learn to love them. I didn't begin loving them after they grew up and were able to interact with me. I didn't begin loving them when they started having interests in things I liked and was interested in. I have always loved them. I can't find a time I didn't love them. My love for them has always existed and will never go away. I will always love them. My love can only grow stronger as I see them grow up and have their own lives.

This person is very special and important to me. I call this person Isaac James Hunter.